I'd been working with a hormone specialist and it seemed I had found a remedy that held some promise, only to be denied by my cancer docs at Stanford. They believe that the potential remedy poses a risk with regard to my breast cancer. Waaah! So, I keep searching.
On a sweet note, it was worth the whole trip to Stanford to meet up with a couple of butterflies in the parking lot. They were twirling and dancing in mid-air while they mated. I extended my arm and to my delight they landed on it. Then they would twirl some more and return to my arm. I spent some time there just enjoying the ritual. My pleasures, more and more, are small and of the moment. I long to be retired from the pursuit-of-money aspect of life. I need a big velvet pillow. See above :)